I’m really tired of being a second option to literally everyone. I put everyone first and then I’m put on the back burner. What’s the fucking point of putting my heart and soul into friendships and relationships when all they do is suck me dry. I’m never filled back up. And fucking stupid fucking guys. I’m always the back up plan. It’s never “Oh hey I really like her let’s put effort into talking to her or seeing her” it’s only when it’s convenient for them. Fuck that. I’m not your fucking side bitch. I’m not a fucking back up plan. I’m not a mother fucking booty call. Fuck the fucking fuck off I’m so fucking done with literally everyone like if you aren’t going to make me a priority in your life why the fuck should I make you one in mine?